Like what I face today, trapped in a situation where I do not want to be in, tired with my job. So what can I do to face this dilemma?

I need to get inspired and motivated to survive with this situation and continue to live the life that I dreamed of. But it is not that easy.

I realize that I need to come out from my comfort zones and try to discover others potential opportunities I can run. But before that, I understand that I have to conquer with my fear to be dared to take the risk. The most important point is that I need to be focused and persevere neglecting all the difficulties I will encounter.

I really understand that success will not come so easy. It will need my truly passion and time. And learn from the past.

Jump out from comfort zones means that I have to work harder, smarter, and deeper. And I have to be dared to sacrifice more to get my ambition. But I one thing I should always remember is that I should not hate the world and feel bad for life and difficulties that I face today.

Actually I didn’t mean to do that, although it is a quiet true that I’m still looking for some free money, but certainly there are something in my head that were strong enough to push me stay at home and start rethinking for future plan. Than you may think this is like a working diary. It could be, but it could be not.

For some reason I need additional time and space to think clearly what best I have to do for my future. What strategic plan should I make for my better living? That’s why I just neglect my job’s duty today.

Off course this is not too good to imitate. No, you should not imitate what I’m doing right now. But if you think there is something in your head like I do, it’s up to you.

Thinking seriously about my future plan is very important right now. I don’t have much time anymore. Everything should be stated clearly. So I can work happily without bothering with any problem in my head. Do you understand?

And the most urgent matter is that I should be able to manage my time correctly and be focus. And with clear planning I really hope it may work. In current situation where crisis has shown the impact, including to me, I need a clear strategic planning for my life. As I have a responsibility to take care of my lovely peoples.

Yup … no matter what happen, just keep moving.

When will they stop killing Palestinian child? Do you know? Or even when will they just buried them self? The world now can see who the real terrorist is. Is it Israel feat USA? It could be damn right.

Wondering if I can do something to stop their arrogance and put them on the bottom of the earth. Then I will be dancing overnight to see the bright full day of the earth without their appearance.

Oh no, it should not be this way if there is no Israel and USA in this earth. Should be not this way!

Oh boy why could not we just leave in peace? So I don’t need to write such a political diary. Even though I now, no body will read my diary. Or there will? I don’t care. Aagghh! I start insulting anybody’s feeling right? But this is because they make it first? And I could not just let it pass away from my heart. Deep in my heart I’m really sad looking my brother in Palestine. Tearing with blood everyday, every hour, every minute, and every second of time that goes.

I know not every people like to read such a personal blog or a personal diary.  Cause reading other people though sometimes interesting but sometimes not. Commonly we like to find out some good information on the web. Weather it’s about motivation tips, marketing tips, or some free stuff that can make us happy.

Most commonly people will rather choose to find out free stuff than such a nonsense article. Or even more people like to search some free hot sexy girl picture rather than useful technology information for example.

So who is going to read my diary? I don’t know, and I don’t care. I just want to explore and write down everything in my head. And I will really enjoy doing that. And if anybody likes to share their though, it’s welcome. If not, it would be just fine.

For me, exploring my feeling, my though or maybe more my useful experience and knowledge, would just something to be enjoyed without hard feeling. Life must go on, with or without anybody read my diary.

Am I right?

Journaling diary is really what I really want in this blogosphere. Cause by this, there is no restriction for me in writing. As long as I don’t hurt anybody, that would be find for me to write down everything.

Off course this is not a business diary because I don’t think so I can share some online business idea. I have no know how on that field. So if you have come across my personal secret diary, you might not find any business article for your reference.

Anyway this is my personal secret diary that will not as secret as its name. Sure, cause it already published. How could I name it secret?

What about you, Do you have your own personal secret diary?